Monday, September 17, 2007
4:10 AM
I realise i'm good at nothing, not doing well academically.
People will say,"It's okay enru, you're very good at hockey what."
I'm not good at all, i wonder if my coach gives a shit bout me.
I'm always the one putting in my hundred percent in everything,
but i always get nothing in return.
Some people are just plain talented.
I study five times harder, what do i get?
I get half their score.
I go for every shot, put in my best effort.
But i'm always the one who is at fault.
They don't need to put in any effort,
But some how, they're always the star shining.
I wonder, will i ever get notice.
Will all those effort i put in, ever pay off ?
I guess it's a no.
Even when i'm feeling terrible,
I still have to put up a strong front some how.
Some people just frown their brows, everyone will flock,
& asks if she's alright.
I had enough, enough of all these.
When will it ever be my turn, to shine.
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