Tuesday, March 27, 2007
6:41 AM
MANY MANY THINGS HAPPENED LATELY.
but just too lazy to update. ppr is shit, mom's gonna kill me :/ DEAD. but she signed it after all. it's like just dilemma. i have fun, but guilt after that. i don't know what's up with me. i find her quite annoying during school times, but i feel alright when we're just hanging out tgth. i don't know. i just can't help to have that feeling. i don't know it too. it's just like dilemma. sometimes, i just cant help but to, after thinking about all the things in the past. people say forgive&forget. but it's not that simple after all. it's really a deep cut. i mean it, probably, what i'm doing now is not right, but what you've done really hit me hard on the spot. i don't know what to do now. i really don't know. but i feel the guilt now. i really don't know if you're treating me like a friend, or probably a foe. i really don't know all the things you're telling me which is real and what is fake. i really don't know. i don't know which one to believe and which one not to. i don't know. i really don't know.
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